Chronicles of a Young College Boy

Thursday, December 08, 2005

tmr going to indo...yea i noe im supposed to b happy abt it...buuut...i hav no idea y my mind kept on reminding me of how many days i hav left b4 i leave for states...the feeling just really brings the whole feeling down...i don like it at all...i don seem to b able to push it away...well..if its gonna get worse as the day comes closer..i wont probably b able to leave spore...drag myself down wif anchor or something u noe...haiz...

darn i cant find a way to put music into my blog (but if u r reading this and there is music coming on...well i found it..duh)...ok lame...yea im planning to put in sundial dreams...thts the only simple music i can think of...tht music has been sooo meaningful in my life..it has been in many different occasions...first and foremost is at the akltg camp...well i cant really say how much this music helps me to tink and reflect accordingly to the situation...but just noe tht its so deeply affected me tht it was close to...very close to bringing tears...second situation is the graduation of the camp....haiz those were the times...standing up and looking at the audience and inviting my parents up...its just simply amazing....then of coz its one of the first proffesional song i learnt on the piano....wif a lot of cheryl's help...learnt the first 5 seconds of it after practical...then come back home enthu and learnt first seconds until fluent..ok i noe for ppl who pro in piano (u cheryl) the first 5 seconds is not much..but im pretty proud of it..=)....now i just tink and tink of the time....now the quote 'time waits for no man and tide' is really becoming my daily reality...its like so damn fast...but one thing weird is tht when i tink of Os and studying for it wif all the TYS and Rs....they r like soooo long time ago....well wad i tot is mayb the complete change of lifestyle....from priority of studying to priority of...erm...umm....self?..yea...time for ourself...now its like so carefree...but one thing tht keep on bugging me is again im starting serious in jan...geez...well i guess thts the price to pay for going there....and one thing tht still intimidates me is the fact tht almost 99% of the students there will b like 2 yrs older than me...i can hear my dad now says...'so wad?'...yea easily said than done..i tot so wad too...but when i really tink of the situation...damn... so as always the wise guy in my mind will say..'u hav been into unfamiliar territory b4...its just a little harder this time..u will manage'..while another wise guys says...' u hav a choice of how u wanna do it..u either go into this territory being shy and introverted and quiet..OR u can go into this territory and b as outgoing and charismatic as possible to make lots of friends...either way u r going to go into the territory.'..this mindset has helped me in pretty sticky situations..helped a great deal...=)

wa then just now play wif yeos and tan yong cs....hahahaha...nice ah..can kill yeos how many times and killed tan yong wif a grenade..hahahaha.....now fun got ppl to play wif on net....=)
ok so if i hav time i probably blog when im in indo...i wont b bringing my diary anyway...so yup..c u arnd...

DanieL counted snowflakes at 9:57 AM

Monday, December 05, 2005

alrite...this will b my first official post in this blog...after so many blog skins i went through i finally find one tht i really like...im telling u..its really a lot...anyway im glad i find this one....i still hav no idea wad am i going to put into my blog...cos i do hav a diary myself..those hand-written one...so im not really sure if this will take over the hand-written one...reluctant to change cos i put quite some effort into my diary and erm..well have some kind of emotional connection to it...wads more if i write it here ppl can read (duh)... not much secrets like matters of the mind and heart can b written(woa..chim)...or mayb i can do a double...diary and blog...or mayb i can put in other things in my blog..arg dunno la...see how it comes...
Peace =)

DanieL counted snowflakes at 7:31 AM