Saturday, February 11, 2006
hey heys...now today its kinda official....the first saturday and sunday tht i spend the whole day practically alone...its a bit nice on one hand...but also not nice on the other....nice bcos i hav 'some' time for myself....very very peaceful..walking down the street alone when its snowing...its a bit romantic..well it is if i got a partner or something...but when im walking down alone its really peaceful...especially in my case theres almost no one in the streets at all...yea i noe its tht dead...
this week is something like a re-connection with me and adam khoo's world...i found a website created by stuart tan..some of them r link to the website..if u want to check it out its under the 'places to go'....its really nice..for example theres one thts called denial...stuart says tht we hav to b brutally honest wif ourselves..like for me is tht im not wad i am...how do i say it...i gotta face the fact tht im where i am now bcos of my over-the-head competitive spirit....the worst thing abt it is i live off other ppl's 'failure'....well i don like to use tht word im doing my best to describe how i am...its like...i want to b the best at everything i do...now this may seems good but it will kill me if i don bcome the best...ok for example the O lvl results...i got 15...its kinda reasonable...but not really my goal...5 points off...i noe i havent done my best cos i didnt do everything akltg taught me...its funny cos usually ppl is afraid of letting other ppl down...but for me..yea im afraid of tht too...but the worst feeling is tht when some major test or wadever comes and i noe i didnt do my best...its hard to let tht slip by me man.... but the good thing tht comes out of tht is i can stretch even further...tink and look back more abt wad went wrong...
jealousy jealousy jealousy.....not a pretty thing...but it appears whether u like it or not...well..it teaches ppl to b patient...lots of it...and unselfishness..i don noe where tht came in but its there...lol i don make sense throughout this whole entry huh....well its just wad the quote says 'you never know wad you have until you lose it'...this quote is just so so true....looks like i will b overtaken soon enuff...well i cant say i did expect it..but its another thing when its staring rite into ur face while the other party doesnt noe...this is really the reason y i like smallville so much...cos in some ways its similar....(im speaking in riddles here...so if u don understand its ok...its supposed to b an entry in my written diary but its faster to type)
tkd is soo cool man...hahahaha...since i hav to start as a white belt...i hav to do all the basic things again...its really very humbling to wear white belt again...but it has its advantages...when i mix arnd the newcomers and did wad they did..hehehehe..the effect is so cool...i don want to show off but its like tht...then some of them ask me wad belt was i and when they noe they sort of hav the 'oooo no wonder' look...wahahaha....boost my ego...but its also very humbling on one hand la..so it has its learning points too...i learn a lot of things abt humily here...a lot..for one yea the belt thing...another is the fact tht usually in spore im usually always hanging out wif friends and all in school...but now its a 180 degrees turn...for example...its not nice to eat in the cafeteria alone when others got their own click...so yea thts one major lesson...lol tht one of the reason i choose to eat either very early or very late dinner...cos dinner is the time when everyone got together and eat....(can u just imagine how i look)....my cuz say this is going to b the best time of my life...well mayb im new to this thing...but its definitely not the best thing...not even close...well i will edit this sentence when i feel otherwise...cos mayb im also expecting to straightaway find a grp of friends where i can hang out whereever i go...but nop..not yet...soon i hop...cos studying almost everytime when im free really is starting to b not very interesting....
this week is something like a re-connection with me and adam khoo's world...i found a website created by stuart tan..some of them r link to the website..if u want to check it out its under the 'places to go'....its really nice..for example theres one thts called denial...stuart says tht we hav to b brutally honest wif ourselves..like for me is tht im not wad i am...how do i say it...i gotta face the fact tht im where i am now bcos of my over-the-head competitive spirit....the worst thing abt it is i live off other ppl's 'failure'....well i don like to use tht word im doing my best to describe how i am...its like...i want to b the best at everything i do...now this may seems good but it will kill me if i don bcome the best...ok for example the O lvl results...i got 15...its kinda reasonable...but not really my goal...5 points off...i noe i havent done my best cos i didnt do everything akltg taught me...its funny cos usually ppl is afraid of letting other ppl down...but for me..yea im afraid of tht too...but the worst feeling is tht when some major test or wadever comes and i noe i didnt do my best...its hard to let tht slip by me man.... but the good thing tht comes out of tht is i can stretch even further...tink and look back more abt wad went wrong...
jealousy jealousy jealousy.....not a pretty thing...but it appears whether u like it or not...well..it teaches ppl to b patient...lots of it...and unselfishness..i don noe where tht came in but its there...lol i don make sense throughout this whole entry huh....well its just wad the quote says 'you never know wad you have until you lose it'...this quote is just so so true....looks like i will b overtaken soon enuff...well i cant say i did expect it..but its another thing when its staring rite into ur face while the other party doesnt noe...this is really the reason y i like smallville so much...cos in some ways its similar....(im speaking in riddles here...so if u don understand its ok...its supposed to b an entry in my written diary but its faster to type)
tkd is soo cool man...hahahaha...since i hav to start as a white belt...i hav to do all the basic things again...its really very humbling to wear white belt again...but it has its advantages...when i mix arnd the newcomers and did wad they did..hehehehe..the effect is so cool...i don want to show off but its like tht...then some of them ask me wad belt was i and when they noe they sort of hav the 'oooo no wonder' look...wahahaha....boost my ego...but its also very humbling on one hand la..so it has its learning points too...i learn a lot of things abt humily here...a lot..for one yea the belt thing...another is the fact tht usually in spore im usually always hanging out wif friends and all in school...but now its a 180 degrees turn...for example...its not nice to eat in the cafeteria alone when others got their own click...so yea thts one major lesson...lol tht one of the reason i choose to eat either very early or very late dinner...cos dinner is the time when everyone got together and eat....(can u just imagine how i look)....my cuz say this is going to b the best time of my life...well mayb im new to this thing...but its definitely not the best thing...not even close...well i will edit this sentence when i feel otherwise...cos mayb im also expecting to straightaway find a grp of friends where i can hang out whereever i go...but nop..not yet...soon i hop...cos studying almost everytime when im free really is starting to b not very interesting....
DanieL counted
snowflakes at 9:29 PM
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Name - Daniel_Widjaja
Age - 19
Ok this is me in a nutshell: reflective...hardworker...goofy humour...no sense of fashion(just common sense)...messy...hopeless romantic ;)...enthusiastic learner (depends on wad subject)...easygoing...loves family and friends...internet/msn addict...library bug...into fantasy stuffs...mugger...single-minded at times...AKLTG Alumni...can be kuku at certain subjects (fashion for example)...wahaha..ok thts however much i can describe me..my friends definitely hav more to add..be it good or bad...enjoy the visit in my blog !
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akltg.com
NBA.com
Life Coaches Blog
Enlightenment.com
Slow Leadership.org
Anthony Robbins Motivational Video
Stuart Tan's Audio Programs
Marquette TKD Club
Crazy Martial Arts Videos
TED (Technology, Entertainment, Design)
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Basketball, Martial Arts, Personal Development, Smallville, Superman, Southpark, Authentic Asian food (pls no sweet and sour chicken wif fried rice..im starting to get sick of it), Snowing days (its beautiful =) ), Fantasy and medieval stories, Rasberry ice lemon tea (wahahaha..it replaced green tea here)
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