Chronicles of a Young College Boy

Saturday, April 29, 2006

hello ppls....been quite an eventful week this one..first off...i started my job!!....=)....more like physical labor...lol wasnt really expecting tht much...and i don really like to admit it...but my shoulders and hands are kinda a bit sore after carrying tables...chairs(10 at once on a cart)....i got this shift thts 10pm to 12am (nice huh) in the place...im carrying 10 chairs on a cart...and guess wad happen....all suddenly drop!!...u hav to be there to imagine the noise it makes...its both luck and unlucky its at night...lucky becos theres not many ppl there to see me being foolish...unlucky bcos its at night its quiet so the noise reverberated throughout 2 freakin floors....i down there look at the building manager and say 'my bad..'...wahahaha....its really awkward sia...well come on im new...then when im locking up the building i receive my first official radio message..."854 to 820 Daniel.."....then i excited hahaha like small child go take my walkie-talkie and press the button and say..."Go ahead..."...in a serious voice...and then...then...the message replied.."want a soda?"....i down there -_-llll like siao...so i reply "yea sure thing.."....wahahaha...but the walkie-talkie thing is pretty cool...but the soda thing as the first official message is just so wad-the-hell....wahahaha..but its memorable though...everytime i go take my walkie-talkie feel like playing with it...always meddle with the volume...make sure i can hear and everything..hahaha...quite fun...=)
wa then this week mark another one of the dumbest thing i ever did in my life...yesh...life...ok it went like this...after i go to the international center i feel like going to the toilet...so i go in...then i wonder...how come there are no urinary?...so i don really give it too much thought and went into one of the cubicles....and then theres a person outside...but theres something funny...how come the footsteps so loud?...as in the heels make tht clicking sound a bit too loud...then i down there process for a while..."no urinary...a person who is supposed to b a guy has heels tht make loud noises...hmmm"...then suddenly i finally realised and say "holy crap!"...then i wait until the person go out then i straight away dash outside and see the sign on the door of the toilet i went into...its says "Ladies"....bolded some more...i was like "oh".....when i go back to my room i was actually laughing at myself...now for me the part where i go into the ladies toilet is not ..mayb not dumb but more like accidental bcos i got quite a few things on my mind...its the part where i took so long to realise its a ladies toilet tht got me cracking at how foolish i can be sometimes...so many signs..3 actually..the all-cubicle toilet...the scent (yea got the perfume smell)..and the person wif loud heels....wahahaha....so tht counts 3 as the dumb things i did in the US...first as being go bathe in the floor bathroom nv bring towel (check out my archives for full details)....second is when i change dorm nv bring my pillow..then one week sleep on clothes as my pillow...wahahaha...foolish goofy me...=P

I probably hav many fav smallvlle episodes...but one of my fav has just been played abt 15 mins ago...its entitled "Memoria" from the third season...this is when clark gains his earliest memory whereby he was put into the ship by his mum...then clark told his earth mum abt it...its such a powerful and emotional scene with the song "My Immortal" playing behind it....even the director has tears flowing down his cheeks when he watched this scene...its really a beautiful scene...this is one of the episodes tht i like merely for the emotions it caused to stir in me...some of my fav episodes....im not sure really entitled wad..but probably come under parenting ones..(no comments pls)...the self-sacrificial ones....well generally they taught some kind of lessons or just reached out to me...

"Sooner or later in life everyone discovers that perfect happiness us unrealizable, but there are few who pause to consider the antithesis: that perfect unhappiness is equally unattainable. The obstacles preventing the realization of both these extreme states are of the same nature: they derive from our human condition which is opposed to everything infinite. Our ever-insufficient knowledge of the future opposes it: and this is called, in one instance, hope, and in the other, uncertainty of the following day. The certainty of death opposes it: for it places a limit on every joy, but also on every grief. The inevitable material cares oppose it: for as tey poison every lasting happiness, they equally assiduously distract us from our misfortunes and make our consciousness of them intermittent and hence supportable." Primo Levi

the above quote is from a book written by Primo Levi, a person tht was detained in one of the death camps by the Germans during WW2 in Aushwitz, Poland....kinda makes sense doesnt it...the quote i mean...it helps me believe tht depression is all abt the state of mind...its abt wad the mind says and how it interprets events to itself...its not abt the events tht is happening to tht person..its all abt the interpretation of the events thts registering in the mind....

Haiz....i got serious mental block rite now...also cos i just hav too many things my mind now...i hav to sort myself out....a bit headache....i will write a longer one when summer come k ppl?...wish me luck at sorting my complex mind..

DanieL counted snowflakes at 10:06 PM