Chronicles of a Young College Boy

Saturday, May 20, 2006

SUMMER HOLS!!..hahaha...i hav my week of rest....gd food..gd tv...gd games...hahaha...u may ask where do i get gd food...i went to aunt mimi's place...my friends' parents' friend...yea quite a number of apostrophies there..hahaha...but yea she and her husband are really great...i went to stay over at their house for a week and had really a break from the university...then i played a lot of warcraft during tht period...bcos one of my friends had it on his laptop too...so we played together...quite fun....and i actually went shopping!!...can u believe tht?...and after tht shopping trip...i kinda understand women's fascination wif shopping....man i do want to buy a lot of things...well i got 2 jackets...light jackets...very nice...and it was on a very big sale...like 80 bucks to 40 bucks....60 to 15....too good to pass up the chance...hahaha...well for some reason its not hard for me to just pick up and buy...my mindset is always like.."money is always replaceable"...a very very very dangerous mindset...if i go shopping for clearance i hav no idea how much can i spend...but at least since i very amateur shopper my 'comfort zone' of spending money is quite limited...like usually i will feel bad if i buy more than 2 things....unless its necessary... well tmr i planning to spend money again...this time expected to be quite a big amount...i wont tell u how much...but its just big...and again its just 2 things...ipod video and bose headphones...yea..do the math....hahahaha.....i cant wait to get my ipod video...then i can upload all my smallville series into it and watch it wherever i go...like in class for example...wahahaha...just kidding...

"Absence during the long time had been partcularly and inexplicably painful. It was as if something was misplaced- something very valuable- and its loss left a kind of vacancy. Emotions had always been such a jumble that he had never come to grips with them. Usually they changed so rapidly that he never had time to examine before another took place. This yearning sense of something missing, however, had persited for so long that he finally had to face it."
No i didnt compose tht paragraph on top...even though i like to take credit for it..haha..anyway i was kinda wondering...is this wad it feels like to suddenly realise tht u hav feelings for somebody when u leave tht person..like the following paragraph from tht extract is the same thing..like is it love or not...wad i think is that sometimes u need to be away from tht somebody to realise how much u care or just to realise tht u do hav this feelings for the person or not...like when the person is arnd u...u don realise the feeling is there bcos he or she is always there rite...but when the person is gone..for some reason ...as wad the extract said...theres a missing piece there...u cant place a finger onwad it actually is...its either tht or its the fact tht u don want to face the truth...theres really this thing abt the truth...its never the truth until someone believes in it...or tht theory..which may be the truth..is faced...like wad the extract said...the feeling persisted for so long tht he finally had to face it...i got it from a novel im reading now...well actually i read this novel abt 4 yrs ago...just tht when i found the novel in the bookshelf in a bookstore i was so happy tht i found it tht i bought all the series..which comprised of 10 books...but now compressed into 4 beautiful books...yea i mentioned abt this a few months back....

sometimes its just not fair how good things always last so short...and the bad things seems to drag on forever...like now...im dreading each page tht i read bcos i noe tht one day tht page tht i turned will be the final page of the story...i just really dread how damn gd stories always end...thts y if i noe tht i like this particular book...i rather prefer it to be very long..the thicker the book..the better...like the previous harry potter book....im quite disappointed its actually shorter than the previous one....thts y i always do my best to ration my regular reading of the novel...bcos if i don watch myself...i could read 50 pages in one night easily...argh..i just hope the story wont end...heh for some reason something just came to my mind now..."Nobody but you can write your own story."...well i think tht our own story is the only good story tht wont end...its our choice where we want to put our last page...how we want to write our epiloque....how long our story would be....well our parents probably are the authors of our proloque in our lives...but well most probably they wrote a good one...or even if they dont...its up to us to do wadever with the rest of the content of the book...=)....well...im going to sink into fantasy world now with my beloved novel....hav fun writing ur story...=)

DanieL counted snowflakes at 9:59 PM