Saturday, July 22, 2006
wa this week stress man...firstly i went for a test...after the test i was confident in doing well...buuut when i got it back...wa...bad bad...then my interest in comp games for some reason all drop...don feel like playing any comp games at all...compared to my almost 24-7 gaming last week...u can say its a good thing...but when i lose my interest i don hav anything else to do man...dead bored..so i started downloading movie cartoons...like the little mermaid and aladdin movies....quite nice watching it again...=)....but theres only so mucha movie can do...then the past few days i started to search for my prospective university in mayb a yr's time...i looked at some of the unis i want and i was like...holy cow...so expensive some of them...my limit is my current tuition fee....above tht i don even dare to look....for now my choices r UC Berkeley and Miami university...Miami university is NOT in miami by the way...its in Oxford, Ohio....nearby wisconsin also la...u can see the campus of miami uni...soooo nice....i just love it...looks so peaceful and country-like....greens and all... even though it looked secluded...its actually ranked 17th in the US for its business program...my school now is ranked 46th....then UC Berkeley....its in the West...thts wad i like most....in cali...so mayb i can visit LA easily...and its a good school..business program ranked 12th in the US...heh i looked at all these schools i myself start to become afraid....the grade range r all so good...lemme give u an example...UC Berkeley 80% of the people get 1140-1500 for SAT...Miami 1150-1310.....u know wads my score?...1100...pretty scary...feel like i hav to retake the SAT again....
wa then wad adds to my stress is the school work..no they r not a lot...but they r tough!!....my situation now is something like the first time when i learn amth in sec 3...confused....frustrated...head-banging-the-table situation....lucky the prof patient...so i can visit him if i hav problems...oh ya...for those of u who hav the choice of taking amath or not...TAKE AMATH!!!..even though the subject says Additional Math...its not at all...it shld b made compulsory or something..bcos down here all ppl assume i noe amath stuff...well yea bcos i also go and take something im not supposed to take yet...but still...amath is so important...the problem wif spore education is tht they didnt explain wad amath is for....one time a friend said to me..."I don see the use of Logarithm in my life..."...well yea i couldnt say i can see the use of it at tht time...but man....when u get to college...they use all stuffs to solve problems like bank interest....use intergration to solve statistics problems....hehe...hav i scared u yet?...yea it is complex buuut when u get a difficult problem right...the feeling is like no other...=)
wa this week...erm i tink on wednesday....i had the worst nightmare probably in my life...the fear i experienced is soo strong tht it woke me up feeling like it just happened....the nightmare is abt me witnessing my parents being attacked....i was standing aside frozen not knowing wad to do at all...i wont go into the details of the attack...but the sounds of screaming is just so vivid and scary for me tht the nightmare is not finished and i woke up with a start....i don remember wad time it was...but when i was awake my heart was pumping like crazy...for a moment there i may hav understood the feeling bruce wayne felt when he witnessed his parents being killed in front of him....traumatic experience...its so disturbing....even now i still get a bit of fear here and there everytime i thought of it....
lol this week all like so stress huh....i just cant wait for the time where i board the plane back to spore....back to family...back to friends...back to familiarity...back to home...=)...its still abt 5 months away....
wa then wad adds to my stress is the school work..no they r not a lot...but they r tough!!....my situation now is something like the first time when i learn amth in sec 3...confused....frustrated...head-banging-the-table situation....lucky the prof patient...so i can visit him if i hav problems...oh ya...for those of u who hav the choice of taking amath or not...TAKE AMATH!!!..even though the subject says Additional Math...its not at all...it shld b made compulsory or something..bcos down here all ppl assume i noe amath stuff...well yea bcos i also go and take something im not supposed to take yet...but still...amath is so important...the problem wif spore education is tht they didnt explain wad amath is for....one time a friend said to me..."I don see the use of Logarithm in my life..."...well yea i couldnt say i can see the use of it at tht time...but man....when u get to college...they use all stuffs to solve problems like bank interest....use intergration to solve statistics problems....hehe...hav i scared u yet?...yea it is complex buuut when u get a difficult problem right...the feeling is like no other...=)
wa this week...erm i tink on wednesday....i had the worst nightmare probably in my life...the fear i experienced is soo strong tht it woke me up feeling like it just happened....the nightmare is abt me witnessing my parents being attacked....i was standing aside frozen not knowing wad to do at all...i wont go into the details of the attack...but the sounds of screaming is just so vivid and scary for me tht the nightmare is not finished and i woke up with a start....i don remember wad time it was...but when i was awake my heart was pumping like crazy...for a moment there i may hav understood the feeling bruce wayne felt when he witnessed his parents being killed in front of him....traumatic experience...its so disturbing....even now i still get a bit of fear here and there everytime i thought of it....
lol this week all like so stress huh....i just cant wait for the time where i board the plane back to spore....back to family...back to friends...back to familiarity...back to home...=)...its still abt 5 months away....
DanieL counted
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