
i took this pict last semester during the spring break i think...heh artistic isnt it...click on the picture if u want to get a bigger and clearer picture...its really just beautiful when it snows and the snow got stuck on the tree branches... really kinda little ppl tht time since its during break...so i got a chance to get a good picture of some places on campus... but there are other times last smst and this smst tht i kinda regret not having my cam with me...there r time during this smst tht there r like 5 different colors on the road when im walking...bcos its fall..all the trees hav their own colors to change to..some brown...some red...some yellow...its just really really beautiful...then during spring the trees would just be blossoming and full of flowers...haaa...and it hasnt snow yet until now...damn..haha..its nice too when it snows...especially the ay after it snows heavily and the sun is out...it will b like..wow..=)...
i just watch james bond's new movie casino royale...while its a pretty good action movie...there is this scene where bond demonstrate his ability to read other people...i think to myself at this moment...wont it just be so valuable if u can read other people...as in like see through other people's mask...like if they r sad but they r masking themselves with happiness you r able to see through them...i mean..this will b such a valuable skill if u know friends who r sometimes enigmas to u...
However if i actually put myself in their position...i can sometimes understand why they r putting up a false front in front of ppl...they dont want ppl to see who they really r bcos if they do...they r scared tht ppl wont see them the same way anymore..for example....if u hav a friend who always seem indestructable..confident..cheerful...but if suddenly u found out tht he or she r actually insecure about being around ppl...hav relationship problems tht he or she always ran away from to keep his or her own self-image intact...would u b able to see tht friend in the same way?...yea u can definitely say u r a good friend and will see ur friend the same way...but still it will b hard to find friends who r so accepting of u...
this kinda ties in with wad i said in the last post...im not sure if im being pessimist or something bcos i hav been nothing but blessed with good friends...but for some reason i feel tht there is a justification for my pessimist views...as in philosophy terms "fallacious argument based on ignorance"...in other words...if im saying tht i will meet no friends tht wont accept me for who i am...thts wrong bcos if i havent meet one unaccepting friend, tht doesnt meet tht i wont meet one in the future....but well lets just put tht at the back of my mind...so tht if and only if i meet one in the future..i wont be shocked...