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Sunday, February 04, 2007
This week for some reason the thought of tht missing piece in my life keep coming back to me...it maybe because of tht vid i put up last week by savage garden...or it may also be the fact that valentines is coming...hehe first of all lemme give u a history of my valentine days....i nv really knew when is valentines till abt 5 years ago when i kinda fell for the first time....first yr...didnt do anything because i was still a kid....second yr...didnt do anything either because i kinda gave up....third year.....i did a pretty dumb thing of what i thought can be romantic....4th year?...haha didnt even think of one....5th year i was in the US so i just go out for dinner with my friends...
So in a nutshell of my history for valentines? It sucked....well yea basically i read back to tht entry i did right b4 i went back to indo...abt the fact tht im blessed with all the wisdom a 17 year old can have now...only a completely void intelligence in the romance area...its like the energy is there...but there is no way whatsoever to utilise it....so i actually asked myself this...is it just because im all tht dumb...or am i just not brave enough to take action and win the heart of the girl i have feelings for?....that last question for some reason never crop up to me before...because probably i'm scared to admit to myself that i'm scared...heh little inside info on me...one of the worst but most probably most useful thing for someone to do to me is to let me admit that i'm afraid....but yea...this area of romance in my life will always be a puzzle for me...will just have to wait for that missing piece to come into my life....=)
I just watched rocky balboa....his latest movie...man tht stallone still have it in him....cant believe he still has a freakin 6 pack....but the movie is also jam-packed with values (like the rest of the rocky movies)...not tht i have seen them all...but 3 of the values i learnt are basically...love the people around you now, for they won't be there forever.....second is do things for the right reasons, which concerns YOU and not other people.... and finally....Don't blame other things for where you are now. Wanna see the problem? look in the mirror.....
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Ok this is me in a nutshell: reflective...hardworker...goofy humour...no sense of fashion(just common sense)...messy...hopeless romantic ;)...enthusiastic learner (depends on wad subject)...easygoing...loves family and friends...internet/msn addict...library bug...into fantasy stuffs...mugger...single-minded at times...AKLTG Alumni...can be kuku at certain subjects (fashion for example)...wahaha..ok thts however much i can describe me..my friends definitely hav more to add..be it good or bad...enjoy the visit in my blog !
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